Everyone is pissing me off

Every single person in my life is pissing me off. My two roommates have become the absolute best of friends and they’re inseparable. It’s like I don’t exist. I’m not longer invited to plans, they barely talk to me. Roommate A is a hypochondriac and is constantly convinced something is wrong with her. She’s self diagnosed autism and any time she hears about a new autism trait she automatically thinks she has it. The way she talks about it, you’d think she’s so low functioning she should be in a fucking home. She currently has “an autism fixation” with twenty one pilots. This is where roommate B comes in. Roommate B is so so bestie with roommate A that whatever roommate A is hyperfixated on Roommate B gets hyperfixated on. The only thing they’ve spoken about for the past week is fucking twenty one pilots. I used to like the band at one point but they’ve completely ruined it for me. Like I straight up can’t listen to the music anymore. Outside of that, roommate B invited people to stay the night in our apartment and just decided not to tell me till the night before. I swear I don’t even feel welcome in my own house. My boyfriend was part of our friend group before we started dating but now him and Roommate A are having issue cuz Roommate A keeps talking to him like he’s a fucking child. It’s driving me crazy cuz not only do I have to deal with roommates A and B completely ignoring me but also I have to listen to him bitch about their existence. I’m tired of this, were supposed to go on a trip together mid-March but everyone is passive aggressively talking to each other and being around everyone is miserable. I’ve tired seeing my parents tonight for dinner but both of them are busy and so is my brother. Part of me feels like this is my fault cuz I swear this happens in every friend group I’ve ever had. Confrontation makes me sick so I don’t know how to bring this up to them. I think my best option is to write all my feelings out and give it to them in letter form.

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Soph Friends February 26, 2024 at 2:51 pm 0 0