depression

you know when you get that feeling inside where you just want to cry but dont want to and thses the voices in your head saying your ugly your dumb kill your self die run away it would be better and all you away do is hide in your blacket preying someone wont come in,telling everyone that your ok but really your crashing inside you can tell cant when it happends but you know and you hate the world but you dont and you have to keep doing something, thinking or it will go to the place you hate the must you have friends and family and you seem like that funny alway happy friend but sometimes that locked part will open the smallest but you shut it right there and then thinking if i was not born maya this would not happen maya they would have a better life and school is not helping cuz its takeing you down with the just passesin test the failing test im not good test staying for hours and hour wishing you could just sleep. but you hate your but you say im the most prettys person in the world but i dont feel it when i walk in to the locked door of hate your too short your to tall your too big your to slim br nice be pretty smile more to much thigh not much thigh not a good waist dont have a hour glasses hurting in side but its ok cuz they think im happy im funny i like me cuz its all a mask but it gone when it wants to be.

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nop Other November 24, 2024 at 11:18 am 1 1