Best Friend crush

So I have a best friend that we are really close. We are siblings close,that's how much of best friends we are. We are both single and she is interested in other dudes and I'm interested in her and others but she isn't in me. I often embaress myself by letting my flirty side out and she can tell and repeatedly says that she doesn't have feelings for me and it sucks. Bc she hasn't found a good guy to date that won't treat her like she wants. The previous 3/4 are bad. One was mean to her,the second broke up bc of mad and terrible reasons,the third was of good reasons and the fourth wasn't really a break up,they just dry humped each other and became friends and never spoke. I just want her to find a guy that will treat her with respect and love her and maybe put a ring on her finger. I just wish that person could be me though. We have talked and called about us kissing or cuddling as friends but I think she wouldn't let it get too far if that actually happens and I just asked if I could get her flowers and she was okay with it,just needed someone to keep them as a cover up bc her parents would think that she is secretly dating someone and I embarrassingly and stupidly said I could hold it. I just wish I could show her or try to get her interested in me so I could have a chance. It's okay though,I'm really glad we are best friends.

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Leon Friends May 29, 2023 at 10:17 pm 0 0