It is a new low for me. I have never been this heavy nor this fat since my scammy ex, and that was a decade ago. I find that I keep comparing myself to my previous image. Sure, I got catfished. But, I was looking my best in my entire life. And obviously, at that time, I feel super horny. But, I feel super awesome too. I could wear whatever I want. Eat whatever I want. Do whatever I want. Endless possibilities. But, I am free to be me. The image I always wanted to be. Now, all I feel are lumps of fats and it is just pulling me down. My self-esteem. My self-confidence. My own image. My self-worth.. heck. I do not even feel healthy.
anonymousBody March 12, 2025 at 9:13 am01
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