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Why can't my parents ever understand that I am not the same person as them? When I'm upset, why don't they understand that we are different people, who handle situations differently? I'm currently suffering from a huge depressive episode, due to that..my room has become a mess, I don't do the things that make me happy, my grades suck, and I genuinely can't take care of myself anymore. Despite that, they call me disgusting for it? They tell me I'm lazy, overdramatic, and my life isn't as bad as they say, but my life isn't being lived by them, they don't get what I'm going through. I had a panic attack during class yesterday, and when my mother found out, she laughed, and told me that was a clever way to get out of class. When they notice I'm upset, ( which they rarely do.. ) they try to force me to talk to them,. They don't care if it makes me uncomfortable, they get mad when I don't tell them about my issues. In fact, they got mad at me when they figured out I was cutting myself. They didn't even do anything to help me, they just scolded me. My only comfort resource is my bestfriend, who I also happen to be in love with. They comfort me, and I tell them absolutely everything. I get to see them each day at school, and most days after school because they pick me up. Whenever I tried to tel my parents I have a crush on them, they just laughed at me, and said I was not actually into girls, ( what they legitimately said, misgendering them. ) and was only asking for attention. I want to run away, and I've already tried once actually, but I want to try again and succeed. I want to run away with the one I'm in love with. I want it to just be me, and them, nobody else. I'm just so tired, I don't know what to do anymore. Therapy is too expensive, I can't talk to family, and I feel like I'll be annoying to those who go to school to me, so I just keep my thoughts in until they spill out on accident. I'm so done, I just want to rest, just for a bit. Please.
reagan ( she/her ) Home January 26, 2021 at 10:11 am 0
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Oof! That is a lot of issues. How old are you?
The_dude 3 years ago
This would make a great movie. Also no offence but your parents suck. It seems like you get not support at all. I’m glad that you at least have someone and just wait till you’re 18 and just move out
anonymous 3 years ago
other than the fact that im straight..you just described my life I feel you
anonymous 3 years ago
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