Life teases and is a constant revolution of irony towards me. Literally, after I finish my shit for my school work, thinking that finally peace at last, fate slams me in the face. My dad wanted to do shit for me which I have no absolute fuckwad interest in, doing his own fucking research related to his job. Just because I'm at college and just because it's research doesn't mean I'm 100% interested in it. The irony is that he had been condescending towards me previously, being stubborn and straw-manning my thoughts when I brought them to the table, insisting that he's right all the time. Nothing's more frustrating than to listen to a one-sided person. Worst of all, that fucking research task emerged from a lie, that he explicitly said that "yeah boss my son could handle the research task you're asking just because". I have the fucking need to have free time and not that spontaneous so, fuck fuck fuck. But oh well, I'm good at faking emotions, which is kind of a double-edged sword. I accepted the offer, but oh well at least I helped. Fuck me.
anonymousHome January 14, 2021 at 11:22 am00