I'm slow, I admit. There are gonna be things that I won't be able to comprehend. It will take time. But seeing my senior on the verge of exasperation trying to teach me makes me feel so little. Did you think I asked for this damn position?! I'm sorry I'm not as bright, I'm sorry I'm not as quick. But it's your job as my senior to get me to understand something and not SIGH because I haven't got it. You saying "Oh my God" reminds me of my dad who tried teaching me when I was kid and 9 out of 10 times I'd burst into tears because he couldn't understand why I just.did.not.get.what.he.was.teaching. No. You're not in a position to tell me or anyone else for that matter, that. You telling my boss you really like me and think that I'm smart is just bullshit. I don't buy bullshit. Thank God I'm a cynic.
anonymousWork August 02, 2020 at 4:16 am00