Looking Down On Me

I don't really care if people look down on me because I don't feel they have the right to, nor do I feel they have any legitimate reason to.

I do not care if my opinion matters or not because it is not opinions that I am wanting to express. It is facts that I am attempting to state, not opinions, and I'm really getting quite tired of the facts being dismissed as lies or delusions. Facts are facts. Period.

I do not feel ashamed to be collecting disability checks instead of being out there earning my keep. As you may recall, when two ladies from a certain organization visited my home and told me that I was eligible for financial assistance due to my "illness" I stated emphatically that I did not want it. I have since had a change of heart obviously. If I am going to be denied everything else because some asshole sees fit to malign me as mentally ill, then the system of government that allows this to happen can just keep on depositing cheques into my bank account every month.

I also do not care that people object to some or most of the things I say or have said. Hell, I would object to much of it myself were I on the other side of the window looking in. No, my issue is not with that they take offence, but how they are able to take offence. How is what I say being circulated and by whom, and why does what I say matter so much that someone feels that people should know of it?

I do not want a girl and I never have. I do not care if you don't believe that. The simple fact of the matter is that I am doing nothing at all that anyone could construe as an attempt to get a girl. You cannot deny that, and you also do not have the right to insist that I am not attempting to get a girl for any reason other than what I have stated: I do not want one.

As for whether you find it objectionable for me to state that I do not want a girl, I do not care. Fact of the matter is that I do not want a girl and if you're going to persist in the ridiculous notion that this is all about a girl, what else do you expect me to say?

As for my having lied, if you haven't the common decency to tell me what you're accusing me of lying about, why should I give a shit about what you believe? I am never going to be able to change your mind, convince you otherwise, or produce evidence to corroborate what I've said if I have no idea what you're talking about.

As for me owing you anything, not least of which an explanation, you can forget about it. I am not in the wrong here and I do not feel at all that I must answer to you.

I am fighting secrets and lies... And I intend to win!

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anonymous Other February 14, 2020 at 8:41 pm 0 0