JUST RANTING SO MY MENTAL HEALTH WONT DECLINE

I am tired of my sister getting everything the way she wants. since we were kids, when we argued, she will start talking louder than me to shut me up. or sometimes she would say I'm imagining things and that it didn't happen. this is my younger sister by the way. i don't like to hit my sister so I always chose to argue with her. but years of shutting me up and making me think I'm wrong had created this problem where I can't trust my own memories or if I argue, I started to say it's my fault so the other party won't argue anymore.
today we had an argument. as always I said its my fault. and she was like, "well, isn't that an easy way out". i felt like something snapped inside me. she continues to say "why do u always say its your fault, huh why don't you fight back?". i think that triggered smth in me so I said, "idk, you tell me" . bitch has the audacity to say "oh, so its my fault? shut up man" I wouldn't be ranting here if the whole thing ended with that. she continues "go kill yourself bruh"

"GO KILL YOURSELF BRUH"??

how can u say that to your own sister??
i was like
"what, do you want me too??"
she said
"shut up bro its not like ur actually gonna do it."
are you tryna provoke me or something??
istg i cant with her sometimes

i hope ranting this here will give me a little relief

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anonymous Home August 06, 2022 at 11:31 am 0 1