Just confused

I’m too afraid to get a therapist. I don’t want to look weak to the people around me. My boyfriend and I fight about the littlest things, he doesn’t help around the house but gets angry when I come home from work to rest. It’s unfair, I don’t feel like we’re in love anymore. He constantly insults me around his friends in fact never compliments me whatsoever. Ever since I graduated I’ve been steadily gaining weight. When I try to vent to him, instead of talking me through it or just fucking listening he has to one up it and say how much worse his issues are. Where we live is a fucking mess of emotions and that puts a weight on us but he’s letting it take him over. He’ll say “I don’t care” then get pissed off for no reason and shut me out. He expects me to read his mind but I’m tired of being left out to pick up all his pieces afterward. I love him still..but I don’t think he feels the same way about me. I’m the only one with a job right now and he just expects me to blow away all the money on him every paycheck but if we’re going to move out then I need to be saving it..he just is so fucking stubborn..

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anonymous Relationships November 19, 2019 at 12:14 am 0 1