ihate

Why can't I just idk feel normal. I mean, there are people who have dreams and aspirations. They know what they want to do in life. There are people who enjoy their life right now and are living it to the fullest. There are people who can openly communicate with their friends and have deep conversations. There are people who have a good relationship with their parents and can talk to them about whatever they. Then there's me. Am I being overdramatic? I probably am. But what am I supposed to do? I feel so ungrateful. I'm sure other people out there have it worse than me. Oh well. I feel like everything's against me right now, but this feeling makes me feel so pathetic and self-centered. I always somehow push everyone I care about away. Why can't I just be like a normal person and enjoy life normally. School sucks. People sucks. Life sucks. I sound so depressed right now. I actually can't do this. I wanna end it all but I'm too scared of hurting myself and failing the attempt. Why can't I be different? (Sorry if this sounds so cringe and emo).

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anonymous Other March 17, 2025 at 1:22 am 0 0