idk

about a month ago or so there was this kid i really liked, but my close friend also liked him. she guilt tripped me into staying away from him and letting her become his bf. i eventually got over it but now there was a new person. i don't know how to explain her- she was pretty much amazing. she flirted back with me as a joke and i really liked her. we became really close and she would always care for me and stuff. few days before i planned to tell her that i liked her, guess what! well, remember that kid i liked from before? yeah he's fucking back. all of a sudden they are close friends, and im nothing once again. i ghosted them for only about a week, and the girl who would normally check in on me every day making sure that i was still alive didn't message me once. i came back 'online' again and found out i was right about her being bi, but also that them 2 were now dating. i literally want to off myself even though this sounds so stupid and small im never put first and somebody actually made me think i was liked back for the first time in a while

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anonymous Crushes April 17, 2021 at 7:40 am 0 0