idk

I don't know what to to do anymore, all my mum seems to care about is this new guy she's seeing and if there's anything wrong with him like him being ill she'll put all of her attention to him but if there's something serious about me she brushes it off as if it's not a big deal, and she does love me I know she does but I think now there's something/someone new come into her life she wants it work and for him to stay in it. I miss it being just me her and my brother but he's moved out now and engaged and she's off with someone else and it's not much better at my dads, he has a new daughter so I'm effectively the middle child and the forgotten one, as my brother is known as the 'failure' and I'll admit he has made some stupid decisions but it's not like he's in prison or anything so he's not that bad. but I always have to listen to the complaining from my dad and my mum about his mistakes that aren't always his fault. sometimes I wander about how it would be if my parents hadn't of got divorced and they were actually happy with being each other and could be normal parents, but then what is normal anymore because I domt know.
I miss my life as a child I didn't have to worry about any of this.

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