Sometimes I just really wish I wasn't gay, and I know I shouldn't think that, and most of the time I love myself and I love the fact that I'm gay. But it's just so unfair. So yeah, sometimes I want to feel normal. I don't want to be odd one out, I don't want to be the statistic, I don't want to be known for my sexuality. I want to be straight.
anonymousDating March 01, 2021 at 4:03 pm30
Not only is there absolutely nothing wrong with being gay, but you're not wrong to feel this way toward yourself. However, it is full self-acceptance that liberates you from the concerns of not being "the way one should be". That "should be" is nothing more than an "idea" that you may have picked up from other people around you (maybe it's because they're hetero and that they 'personally' prefer to be?). Gay has become more normal than ever in human history. It's even found in some animals. It's completely natural! anonymous 3 years ago
I hear you. I'm asexual and sometimes I get to thinking, why can't I just be like other people and want sex like they do? The fact that I don't feel that way means I miss all kinds of signals that everybody else sends out and receives and understands, and usually if I do think somebody is sexually interested in me it turns out they are not. So a lot of the time people get offended because they are trying to send me all sorts of signals that they want to have sex with me and I don't reciprocate because not only do I have no interest in sex but no matter how obvious they think they're being I'm probably not going to figure it out. Then that rare person who I think is showing signs of being interested ends up pissed off because I say something or other to try to let them down easy and it turns out they were never into me in the first place and they're upset that I didn't trust their intentions.
It's really hard being different. I hear you. anonymous 3 years ago
i totally get this. i felt this way too when i realized it. i liked my first girl in ninth grade and i hated myself for it. it took me until nearly senior year to actually accept it and not hate myself for who i am. you're going to get there. i promise. hi 3 years ago
this is a whole fucking mood lmao gay ass hoe 3 years ago
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anonymous 3 years ago
It's really hard being different. I hear you.
anonymous 3 years ago
hi 3 years ago
gay ass hoe 3 years ago