I’ve been in a friend group with a few people for a couple of years ago and I’ve always felt a bit on the outside. They all met at the same time but I got invited to join it a few weeks later. Recently it’s felt like they’ve been phasing me out of the group. They sometimes “forget to invite me” when they go out to eat and they had been talking about an airbnb trip to Florida, that I just found out about yesterday (they’d all been planning it for like a week).
I feel like the outcast of the group and I really don’t want to lose them. My life hasn’t been going great recently and the only constant at the moment is them, or maybe not anymore.. I feel like everyone in my life is turning their back on me and I’m constantly dressed in anger and full with sadness. I’d lay down my life for these people but I’m not sure they’d return the favor.
I don’t know if I’m paranoid, depressed or right in my fears but I really needed to relieve some stress here. Thanks for reading.
John-VincentFriends April 21, 2019 at 12:29 am10
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