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I m trash

I feel so useless sometimes because of how much I stay in my room. I also have little of friends and my best friend looks so happy and had a bunch of friends and I know I might sound jealous right? I’m happy for them, like, really happy. But sometimes I feel like I’m just useless and just annoying to them and like I’m not even their best friend. I feel like I’m pissing them off more than ever. I have a little bit of friends but I’m okay with it but sometimes I wish I was more social or likable. I sometimes can’t even cry because of how much I bottle up and if I do it’s just a few tears and then i just sit there numb. I also explode or just get angry at anyone because I’m have so much in that I’m scared one day I will actually do something because of my anger or my emotions taking over me. I feel like a stupid friend that’s useless even though I try my best to be the best friend to anyone. I have more to rant about not I think that’s all I’m going to say. I just want to give up and I feel like I’m losing motivation and I feel like I’m nobody or just the second choice for everything and everyone. I’m just tired of everything at this point and when am I going to find someone who makes me feel like I’m floating, happy, and stupid? Maybe never but that’s it have a good day if you have read this and make sure to take care of yourself and drink water please and sleep :D
Your boring friend :) Friends March 01, 2021 at 5:17 pm 0
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