I hate how Mama judged my feelings. I never wanted to hold grudges to my parents because I have so much respect to them but what she said really hurts. She doesn't even know what her kid feels. She doesn't even ask if I'm okay. She only know that I'm just being 'maarte'. Can i also feel frustrated? Can i also feel tired? Can i also feel sad? Can i also cry? Am i allowed to also feel those emotions? I never wanted to say anything bad to Mama but I'm just rlly hurt right now. Fine, it was my fault but she could've said those words nicely. I saw on tiktok the video that says "be careful what you say to your kids because they will never forget those." What she said was really rude, you know. "Gagamitin ko lang ang isang gamit just because I saw someone using it." Little did she know that I fucking fell asleep and waited for my fucking time because someone used it the fucking whole day. Fuck life. Why is life so damn hard? I badly want to have a good fucking life. What the fuck did I do to not have it?