hate her so much

20 years of torment, abuse, fighting... I can't do it anymore. She makes me want to fucking shoot myself, and then she tries to play victim. You'd think after several failed marriages and all of her children hating her and choosing to leave her, she'd eventually figure out that she's the problem. narcissists never learn. I left my dorm because she wanted to "talk things out" and being the generally forgiving person that I am, I decided not to be an asshole and meet up. go figure she tries to hit me again, and then throws a damn tantrum when I didn't let her hit me?
"I'm your parent", biologically speaking, yes. However you were never a real parent to me. She belongs in prison. I fucking hate her.
Then of course there are all the extremely privileged kids who say, "B-but that's your mom! She carried you in her belly (insert pouty face)". Yes you're right, but she also beat me, choked me, destroyed my things, kept me from my dad and my friends. Not all moms are great. Mine isn't the worst, but hell, she's up there on the list of "Terrible Mothers".
I would give anything to be reborn into a family that cares about me, even if I have to repeat all 20 years of life. My life is hell and I just want to end it

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anonymous Other April 22, 2021 at 6:25 pm 0 0