Friend Is Pissing Me Off

So my birthday is tomorrow and my friend asked me if I wanted to go out tonight, me an indecisive bitch, said I don't know, but it sounds like fun and I'd most likely be ready to go. Today she tells me that she probably isn't going, so like ok we won't go. But then later in the afternoon, she snaps a picture of her and my other friend I'll call N hanging out together. She texts in a group chat then (that I'm in) asking who's going. She went with N instead of me when they're not very close and were frustrated with each other recently. I'M the one who brought them back together. I'M the one who wanted them to be friends again so there was no conflict. And now I'M the one feeling lonely and like shit. To top it all off it's my birthday tomorrow and no one remembered. I'm so mad and I don't want to start shit but fuckkk.

I feel alone facing my problems. I want to crawl in a hole and forget about my life.

I hope she knows I know.

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anonymous Friends December 13, 2019 at 10:54 pm 2 0