So I am at a point with a friend that has been wanting distance once I opened up about. Some stuff that was playing on my mind I do this rarely and in my mind showed I trusted her to the end of the world. they are now wanting distance as it was about our relationship I will be honest about that. I'm now at a point where Im wanting to stop trusting those around me as whenever I do this I seem to deter them and pushes them away. So I'm find that there is no point in ever being open to anyone about anything as there is no fucking point in it as it always ends badly. 8 think Im going to return to my way of just not giving a shit and not expressing anything I wanna express I'm gonna respect the distance and punch a wall or something maybe even case some pain on myself or just go out and get blind out drunk
CamFriends April 21, 2019 at 10:52 pm00
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