This rant is directed to a specific person who decided he needed to push me away for apparently no good reason.
Dude, I do not know wtf you want from me. Things are going fine, then you get a new job and suddenly I'm a problem to you? I fucking apologized many times for stepping across boundaries, which mind you, I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WERE THERE BECAUSE YOU WOULDN'T FUCKING TALK TO ME AND TELL ME. I told you I want to reconcile and straighten things out, but I've gotten nothing but radio fucking silence from you. I told you the problems I've been having with my phone glitching out. I'm sorry if my phone acting up makes me seem like I'm doing something wrong, but that's not my damn fault when I didn't even know it was happening.
All I know is I've been bending over backwards to help you with your passion projects, and while I'm trying to do a thing that I TOLD YOU many times I was gonna do and WHY it was important to do it, suddenly you and "several friends" are "deeply concerned" about what I'm doing? First of all, gossiping about me behind my back to people who have never met me or even know me and drawing conclusions is fucking rude and disrespectful. And second, you've NEVER once given me any indication that you had a problem with my actions. You FUCKING THANKED ME FOR DOING IT every time up til now. What changed? Where did this "deep concern" magic itself from over the course of two weeks?
And now here we are, with you ghosting me, leaving me with "I need to sort this out". Bro, what exactly are you sorting out? This problem is between us, and if you aren't talking to me, how is it being sorted? If you want space, say so. I'm not going to bite you for setting a boundary. But don't lie to me, and don't just leave me on read. We are adults, let's please settle our problems like adults.
anonymousFriends September 19, 2020 at 2:12 pm10