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Can t stop thinking

Can t stop thinking

Tonight I am trying to study for my final that I have first thing in the morning, and I cannot stop thinking about my ex. I am so frustrated that he never tries to get back into contact with me, its always me finding him again. And we always hit it off, and I always end it for a stupid ass reason. And I don't know why, because he is all I think about all the time. I am married now to someone else, and he is still on my mind daily. I feel like I am losing my mind. It is overwhelming feelings and sadness, and I feel shattered not knowing whats going on. I needed someone to talk to tonight, but I literally cant talk to anybody about this because I am wrong for it. I just miss him so much, but it seems there is nothing I can do about it. I need to study, but I cant focus one bit to get me through studying. I am even more frustrated because now I am completely exhausted, but I cant study because I am still distracted and now exhausted and its just not fair. Why right now? Why am I feeling this so strongly right now? I don't understand how i can feel something so overwhelmingly strong and he doesn't feel it too? None of it makes sense to me. Make it make sense. I can't even think straight. I am so lost and sad. I just miss him so much. I need that conversation. I need any conversation. I just need him.
Apple Sauce School September 30, 2020 at 3:27 am 0
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