i dont think its normal to always look at myself. i don't know if I'm narcissistic or just afraid that I'm always ugly. I'm obsessed with myself, but I hate the way that I look. every single thing that I do seems unattractive to me. i always feel like I have to change the way I look, but nothing works. i constantly try to make my reflection seem beautiful, but I still hate myself knowing that ill never know what ill look like in real life. im hiding behind another persona. i want to love myself but i don't know how to through all of my fake feelings. im faking my self confidence. im faking my persona. im faking myself.
:/Other August 09, 2020 at 11:18 pm00