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a life partner should i get one or shouldnt i

a life partner should i get one or shouldnt i

don't get me wrong. i'd like a life partner (one day...) i've always loved to see the happy faces and happy lives of couples on t.v. and the internet. but i'm not sure if i should get one. i'm incredibly shy and not necessarily a people person (which i guess kinda go hand in hand), and i'm very particular about certain things in my home. and there are certain things that really really irritate and/or anger me. that being said, it takes a lot to make me incredibly furious, and so far i only ran into two people that really set me off (both of them were family members). not only that, i'm not a big fan of children and fear that the partner (that i might have in the future) will ask for some. not saying that i hate children mind you! theyre cute and adorable at times, but whenever i have to occupy the same space as one, it usually doesn't take me long to be irked by the non-cute and non-adorable things they do. i know that children will do these things because...well...theyre children! but i can't help the way i feel when they do these things. and it's because of all of these things that i fear that i would do my partner injustice. i fear that i may hurt my partner, not physically mind you (or at least i hope not). and i feel that i'd do the same to whatever children i'd have. i fear that i won't be able to fulfill my half of the bargain when it comes to my partner and i's relationship. and this is why i'm often questioning myself of whether i should get a life partner or not. this is why i often think...that maybe i don't deserve a life partner... what do you think?
anonymous Other March 05, 2021 at 6:51 pm 0
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Do whatever you want. It is your life. You are responsible for your actions and consequences. Make your own decisions.

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