On and off

I want you to get the full extent to the situation will try to make it short too.

There’s a good handful of people who fell in love with their friend, it’s pretty common, people don’t go there because they don’t want to ruin their friendship. But what do you do when you know their straight but you get these mixed emotions?

She’s always been the one to make out with me first, always tipsy I know alcohol could get people to mess around like that but this one time I noticed she didn’t drink a lot and she seemed very sober yet again she sat on me but it was different if felt like she needed it? I got her to stop because she was grabbing my neck it was getting out of hand, I spoke to her the next following day trying to get answers but I got none she just said she was drunk I knew she was lying I may have been tipsy but I knew she didn’t drink much and she had more control. Bare in mind she’s completely straight. I know we’re really close but it’s stuff like that and little things when she would hold my hand randomly pulling me along, it’s always me she acts this way with but I can only think of one answer that hurts me more then it should, she may just used me to figure herself out. For my own sake I don’t hang out with here anymore, we’re still close messages here and there, I won’t lie I love her so much it’s physically hurts but our friendship is one that’s hard to get I don’t want it to be weird, it just hurts that I love her and she has no idea.

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harley. Friends May 01, 2024 at 12:50 am 0 0