OCD

Oh my life is what kids and now I’ve just found out because I have OCD. I have a high possibility of passing onto my kids and there is no way I’m having kids if there is anyway I can even give them 3% of what I’ve been through even one percent I’m not giving them anything to worry about or just possibly having the future. If there was a slight chance they could have it. I’m not having children of my own which completely crushed my soul and my entire life plan that I had for the next 10 years to have kids to get a job to have a family to get house to live her want to live and I want to work with children surrounded by kids. I know that I can’t have biologically. I know there’s always IVF but that’s so expensive and there’s adoption and that’s also quite expensive and they will never be a cheap option for an alternate option but there is no way I am still giving any child any slight possibility of being through even a percentage of what I’ve been through just even one percent not gonna happen not possible I won’t do it to them. I care too much.

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anonymous Other June 30, 2025 at 5:16 pm 0 1