I hate you sometimes

Sometimes I wanna breakup with you because I feel so much pressure of doing so academically well, I understand it's good intentions but it gets overwhelming and it feels like I cannot fail but I have to keep on going. I know I said I wanted to graduate on time but i've gone to also accept if I fail this class I will be ok also taking an extra semester. I really hate how you make me feel like I have to apologize all the time when in reality you could also communicate to me about how you feel as well. I hate you, times like this are when I want to breakup with you. Sometimes I regret us being together because you will never ever understand or respect where I am coming from. You don't understand my thought process and you don't have to, you can just respect me but I don't feel like i'm respected. I understand you wanna try understanding me but all I ask for is respect if you don't know my thought of process. I just wish you were not so uptight in our relationship. Times like these makes me hate you a lot, it makes me wanna leave you because I feel like i'm not good enough for you. I ended call tonight because I could not bear the sight of your face, the sound of your voice. Cause all I feel is guilt for not having you satisfied by my choices even though they're not harmful.

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anonymous Relationships May 09, 2024 at 4:45 am 0 0