i feel old

i feel too old to be liking whats currently popular.

i guess 90s is the new or latest vintage era to newer generations so i guess i must be too old to like whatever garbage newer generations are lapping up.

i also dont know what i particularly care about anymore? i mean i like some music but i force myself to like it so i dont die of my sheer disinterest in modern society.

i dont care about makeup, never have, no ones called me pretty and i dont want to be pretty or sexy or cute

i dont care about aesthetics i dont need to own 100s of the same exact items that everyone else has

im just not attached anymore not like how i wouldve maybe obsessed about a movie series or a fictional character or a music group

modern society doesnt seem to care about character building its like anything sells these days even if its unhealthy or junk for kids

its more like if i die early so be it i dont care it wouldnt matter once im dead if i didnt believe in xyz thing or if i didnt own x amount of makeup products it werent going to make me look pretty anyway

idfk

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no one Other May 07, 2024 at 10:59 am 0 0