fucking hell

I am so angry. everything in my life is just going pretty shit right now. half of my friends have ditched me, for something that has nothing to do with meand now I have to hang out with the most boring people ever every day. I hate it, then I see them all having a good time and it makes me so upset that I'm not there. I like musical theatre, and would consider myself a theatre kid, but at my theatre company they never fucking value me. I have done alot of shows with them but they still give me shitty parts that I know I'm too good for. I know it sounds entitled, but I really do deserve better. I have been playing hockey for almost all of my life, and that's obviously going shit too. I am never appreciated by people who choose county or regional teams or who gets to play for which team at my club, and all of my friends are being selected to trial for regional teams. except me. and I'm just as good as they are, but of course, I'm the one who gets screwed over. here's a small one but oh well, at school my teacher asked me to take part in the talent show for my house, so I start working really hard on a piano piece that I can play really well (i spent like an hour a day learninh it) then, today she tells me that someone else is doing the talebt show instead of me so I've just wasted a bunch of my time ffs. and my non-existent love life. I always manage to have a crush on the same boys that my friends do, and of course I'm no way near as cool or pretty or good at talking to boys as they are so there is no way that any of them would ever want to go out with me over them. so yeah everything's pretty much shit at the minute and I'm really fucking angry at literally everyone.

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anonymous Other May 07, 2024 at 5:45 pm 0 0