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[61770] IM JUST ABOUT TO LOSE IT

I'm so fucking tired of this life I made for myself. I'm fucking tired of being told every single thing I need to do in my life, I'm fucking tired of not being able to do X because idiot Y won't allow me for like YEARS until X gets done on its own or consequences have proved that X really was the best idea.

I'm just fucking tired of everyone treating me like a fucking kid when they are the most irresponsible adults in this fucking planet. What do I have to do? Threaten you? Like some real, serious actual threats so you do the best for yourself and everyone???

IS THAT IT? I'm not even asking to change whatever the shit goes oon in other's lives at this point, I COULDN'T CARE LESS, GO EAT SHIT, I'm just asking for these SONS OF MAJOR BITCHES TO FUCKING, MOTHER SLUTTY FUCKING STOP INTERFERING WITH MY FUCKING LIFE AS IF THEY EVEN CARED FOR IT'S OUTCOME AT ALL.

Everyone around me is A FUCKING SPOILED BRAT, REFUSING TO BE KIND OR DO ANY SACRIFICES AT ALL FOR THE SAKE OF THEIR FUTURE SELF OR SOMEONE ELSE. FUCKING. BRATS. But I'm always the one who's labeled "WRONG" until evidence hits them in the face.

OH YOU DON'T LIKE THAT YOUR DAUGHTER TURNED OUT A SELFISH DRUG ADDICT? TOO FUCKING BAD. SHE WAS MY FAMILY AND I TRIED DOING THE BEST FOR HER, but you're the parent right? I CAN'T EVEN FUCKING LOVE ANYONE AND CARE FOR THEM. I CAN'T BECAUSE ILL GET DISAPPOINTED AS SHIT, BECAUSE OTHER PEOPLE ARE GONNA RUIN THEM.

I'm so fucking tired of dealing with other's mistakes.
EVERY SINGLE MISTAKE.

FUCKING going to the hairdresser EVERY DAMN WEEK WHILE YOUR SON'S FUCKING COLLEGE FEES REMAIN UNPAYED!!! ITS NOT AMERICA DAMN IT! ITS ONLY 100€ OF FEES PER MONTH, 100€ OF WHICH YOU SPEND ON A HAIR SALON. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME???

and my boyfriend, shit I swear to god he has no backbone at all, he's a fucking kid afraid to tell mommy and daddy to GROW THE FUCK UP because in fact, all he wants is to fucking play playstation all day long, screw exercise, screw looking hot BUT OH MY GIRLFRIEND HAS TO LOOK HOT FOR ME.

I'm so sick and tired of everyone. I hate everyone to the point it gives me nausea.

I wanna be fucking independent at once, so I CAN GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE AND FUCKING LIVE MY LIFE. MY. LIFE. MY MONEY, MY WAY TO DEAL WITH IT, MY HOUSE, MY FOOD (NOT JUNK FOOD) AND SCREW WHOEVER THE FUCK I WANT TO. AND YOU KNOW WHAT? IM NOT A WHORE BECAUSE I HAVE SEXUAL DESIRES FOR HOT GUYS. I AM A PERSON. I NEED A GOOD HOT FUCK. IM TIRED OF YOUR MELTED CHEESE BELLY!!! IM TIRED OF YOUR SQUIGGLY ARMS THAT HAD THE POTENTIAL TO BE AMAZING BUT ARE STUCK ON THE BODY OF A MAJOR SPINELESS GEEK.

He could be so amazing. He could be the best boyfriend yet HE'S FUCKING COMFORTABLE WITH ME. STOP

EVERYONE STOP FEELING COMFORTABLE AROUND ME.
STOP. THAT. CRAP. BECAUSE I'M ABOUT TO LOSE ALL THIS SHIT.

Posted 3 days ago

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